01-02-04 - 9:15 PM

I thought to myself, I Should update today, to talk about my New Years and all that.

So, I went to Ashley's about seven thirty, and she gave me my christmas presents, even though I haven't given her hers yet! She gave me a cool dress shirt, and ...and ...and A HIP FLASK! SO coool.

I had been looking at those for a long time, and she had picked up on my hints. Go her!

Anyway, Vanessa and Kendra (No relation to the Kendra our group all knows and loves) picked us up around 8:15, and we left for Burnaby.

We got to Burnaby, and commenced Drinking. Total Party Guests: Me, Ashley, KELVIN!~, David, Vanessa, Kendra, and Ashton.

Ashton and Kendra are cool people. I learned that I should hang out with New People more often, as new people are cool.

New Years came and went, and with it, we watched some cool stuff, including Dark City, Lots of Family Guy, and Pirates of the Carribean.

There's really not much to say about things, as not much happened outside of watching stuff, and the New Year happening. David and Vanessa are cool people, and I thank them for inviting me into their home.

Heh. Yeah, about 8:00pm New Year's Day, Kelvin drove me and Ashley home, and Everything returned to Normal.

Except.

Really, I think My entire mindset has changed following this New Year.

It seems like everything is going to go downhill from here.

Pessimistic thought, I know... But I just can't help thinking that way, following all the different things that happened New Years.

I always think to myself that I want to change, I want to meet someone, I want this, I want that...but really, as I think about it, would those things really make me happy?

No.

not changing means that I remain right where I am, which is not that bad a place to be. I mean, i'm unhappy, i'm tired all the time, and I'm very lonely, but at least I have more money than I did last year at this time.

Boy, that was possibly the most miserly, unhappy thought I've had in awhile.

I have to work tonight. Normally I Wouldn't be so annoyed about it, but I have to walk, and apparently it's snowing. I don't mind THAT much, but still. My parents are saying things like "Oh, Ashley, you're going to get a ride tomorrow, Colin, you will too. Don't worry. Everything is going to work out for YOU"

I mean, I know i'm not getting a ride because I work too late, and My dad works early.......so oh well. Life goes on.

That's what i'm going to say 'till i'm back in bed. It'll be my mantra. 'til I can sleep again, around seven am tomorrow.

Bye

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